Recently I have been having some weird dreams. I have been dreaming about one of my former lovers. We had a connection unlike any other that I have ever had. It ended when he moved away to another state, but out connection was still strong. Recently he has been in my dreams almost every night and it has been years since we have seen or spoke to one another. Each night it is a different scene but he is always there with me and we are working through some issue or battle together. I wake up every morning so sad that I don't have him here with me. He truly was "the one that got away". Today I woke up feeling like I am mourning for someones death. It is the weirdest feeling, like my heart legitimately hurts.
I don't know if something is wrong with him and this is why I have been dreaming of him or what is going on. It is really strange to me that out of no where he starts appearing in my dreams. The only other reason I could think of is that I am starting to possible date again, but I have dated people since him and I were together so I'm not sure why now and not then too. Although I enjoy getting to spend time with him in my dreams because I do miss him still even after all these years I am hoping that this feeling of dread and that something awful has happened goes away.
Anyone else have any experiences like this?
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