Update on Big Changes

So a little over 30 days ago I decided it was time to fight for my life and that I was worth it!  Well I am happy to update you all that I completed one full round of Core De Force and am on my second round.  They weren't kidding when they said this program helps change you from the inside out.  I feel so empowered every day and so much stronger.
I am no longer in the dark place that I was in.  I wake up thankful and excited for a new day.  My relationship with my son has strengthened as well as my relationship for myself.  I now know that I am here for a reason, I am still alive to make a difference in the world.  I may still get lost something and I can accept that, but I know that I will always find my way back. 
I cannot express how much all the love and support has meant to mean!  It was because of all of you that I was able to muster up the strength for this journey.  I keep going because I see the positive effects it has had on my life.  I enjoy being happy and waking up everyday believing that it is another day to achieve greatness.   I see the positive effects it has had on my son and my relationship with him.  We have been focusing on stopping and enjoying all the moments life has to offer.
I can feel my hear opening up and thawing out a little more each day.  It is truly an amazing experience.  I do everything with love, I focus my attention on making decisions out of love rather than fear.  My personal development book, Mastering your mean girl, has been an amazing tool for me.  My outlook on myself and life changes and grows daily.  I learn more about myself each day and the more I learn the more I love me!