This weekend has been full of many different emotions for me. I have had so much happen in 2.5 days it has definitely been a whirlwind. I was approved for a house, we found one, made an offer and it was accepted. I have to find a way to come up with another $2,000. I then had a long time friend message me (new path) and an Ex message me (old path). I have chosen to stay single since my last break up which has been over a year and half ago. I chose to take this time to focus on myself and my relationship with my son. I wasn't being the best mom I could be and still have some improving to do. However I felt as though I was presented with three different paths this weekend and I need to choose which one to go on. Do I take my current path in a new direction with a new guy, do I stay where I am at on my current path and keep doing what I have been doing, or do I take a Uturn and return to an old path and maybe take that one in a different direction.
So many choices, I guess it is time to sit down and have a talk with myself to see what it is I am truly desiring. I have been happy on my current path, but as of late have felt something is missing... maybe one of these other paths is the answer... who knows. It is funny how life presents you with different opportunities and you are forced to make a choice, no matter how silly you may think that choice is it will effect you no matter what.
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