So I have decided to take the new path that was presented to me and see where it leads me. I believe that it was put before me so that I can take what I have learned on my current path and apply it as well as add more to my knowledge. I believe that this path will test my love for myself and help me grow that. It is an area that I have always struggled in. I will start on this path very slowly and definitely stay cautious, but I am excited to see where it leads me. Things are falling into place for me and Cody and I can't help but think it is due to the wonderful and amazing support system that we have had! Everyone has been so amazing with offering to help in so many ways! I look at where I was when I was with Michael and how much I hated myself and hated life and compare it to where I am now and the difference is amazing.
I know now that Michael leaving was meant to happen and it was sadly one of the best things for me. I took my hurt from it and was able to turn it into a positive by focusing on myself and learning how to love myself. I was able to make my relationship with Cody so much better and start teaching him how to love himself and others. This has been a really good year and a half for me and I am excited to see where the next year takes us!
To everyone who is reading this just remember to wake up and love yourself each day because you are so worth it! If you struggle with that like I have then wake up, look in the mirror and tell yourself that you love you and that you are worth it, then write out five things that you love about yourself and read it out loud!
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